Circumstances that make it difficult to rejoice in God‘s plan, fear, frustration environment, lack of control. Sometimes I try to control all of the above other people, my environment, even my time down to the second controlling all of this does not allow God‘s plan for me to play out my plan runs interference with God‘s plan colliding in the middle with free will versus God‘s plan, resulting in shards of my plan going airborne and me frantically grasping or running after all those shards of Holly‘s plan the cycle seems to be on repeat, but if I just let the shards lay where they fall and look at the fallout with an open mind sometimes I see it feel it or whatever resulting in acceptance of God‘s plan for me tattoo idea